Yomo’s fem s/o giving birth but the baby is stillborn. (there, I just needed something depressing)

Content warning: stillbirth.

“You’re almost there,” Yomo says, rubbing his lover’s shoulders.

“Don’t push,” Itori says, trying to keep her voice light. She doesn’t like how she can see the umbilical cord before the baby.

“Huh?” Yomo’s S/O squints.

Itori draws her kagune. “I think the cord prolapsed.”

“What does that mean?” Yomo demands.

“It means I need you to keep her calm,” Itori says as calmly as she can manage. “While I cut her open.”

His lover gasps, but Yomo knows now is not the time for emotion. He holds her hands tight. “Look into my eyes.”

Itori curses herself for not noticing anything sooner as she carefully slices across her friend’s abdomen. She grabs the baby and holds it up.

“It’s not crying.” Yomo’s lover is already healing, but screw it, she doesn’t care.

It’s head it blue. Tears blur Itori’s vision, but she feels the baby’s heart. Please beat.

Nothing.

Itori begins compressing its tiny chest with her fingers, and Yomo’s lover is shaking. But Yomo won’t look, not now, because his lover is starting to fall apart.

“Uta! Get in here.” Itori’s voice breaks, and that’s when Yomo knows. “Come on kid, please.”

Uta comes in, and for once he looks utterly serious.

“What was the gender?” Yomo manages.

“Boy,” says Uta, tears gathering in his eyes.

“So baby Kuzen, hmm.” Yomo turns back to his lover, who is sobbing loudly.

“I’m sorry, Ren.” Itori clutches the baby.

“Wait! Can – can I hold it?” His lover whimpers. “I just want to pretend for a minute.”

Itori nods and hands over their son.

Kuzen is perfect. He should be here. She should have been in a hospital, her life as valuable as a human’s, so none of this would happen. Yomo holds his love in his arms and lets himself sob with her.

Can you write a continuation of that pregnant Itori story? And maybe the ghoul or ghoul couple that adopted baby Hikari?

“Itori, how are you?” Yomo sits across from her at Helter Skelter, where she’s holed up the last month. She says she’s busy regaining her figure and working harder than ever. He suspects this is not the case.

She looks up, her eyes red. From alcohol or crying, he’s unsure. “I miss her.”

Her voice rises. “I just – what was I thinking? I know how to evade CCG. Do her new parents? If she dies, is it my fault? What if she hates me?”

“All those feelings are natural.”

“They hurt.” Itori knows someday she will laugh at her despair. But that day is not today.

“Uta and I have a surprise for you.”

“You do?” Itori brightens.

“Come along.” He drags her out of Helter Skelter, where a relieved Uta waits.

Yomo drives towards a well-to-do apartment complex with an enormous tree in the front. “We’re going to climb that tree.”

Itori snorts. “Why?”

“You’ll see.” Uta tugs her out of the car.

When they reach as high as gravity allows, Uta points inside one of the apartment complexes. The sunniest one.

“See?”

She gasps. That peach hair – the baby is being bounced up and down by a woman. A toddler boy, clad in sunshine yellow, clutches the woman’s leg and tries to pin a bow on Hikari’s hair. His hair is a similar shade to Hikari’s. She’ll blend right in.

She may not ever need to know she was adopted.

But she looks happy.

Itori presses a hand over her mouth to keep from crying. Uta doesn’t hold back, though, and even Yomo sniffles.

A tall man, who looks nothing like either kid, enters the apartment and greets his wife with a kiss. He immediately scoops up the toddler with one hand, and Hikari with the other. He kisses Hikari as the toddler boy kisses him.

Hikari giggles.

“She’s happy,” Itori whispers, her voice raw.

“You did good, girl,” Uta says back. “And we can come back anytime you like.”

“Thank you.” She throws her arms around both of them. “You are the best friends in the world.”

Utas lover doubting his feelings are sincere considering his involvement with the clowns and other shady activities, so he tries to be genuine but fails miserably

Uta can tell that something is wrong by his lover’s sudden silence. But he figures they will come to him when they feel like it.

Finally, at night, he sees them sitting in bed, biting their lip.

“Yes?” he prompts.

“Do you love me?” they demand. “Aw, shit. That came out harsher than I intended.”

Uta’s stomach is doing a dance. “What did you intend, then?”

“You say you live for amusement, Uta. I’m not the most amusing person. Is…is all I am a distraction? An amusement to trick, to fuck and to tease?” His lover catches their breath. “Would you cast me away like you did Mr. Yoshimura, hmm?”

Uta’s mouth drops. After a moment to collect himself, he grabs their hands and pulls them atop him. They can look down into his tattooed eyes. They can be in charge.

“No.” He can be vulnerable now, with them.

“It’s true I’m lonely. It’s true I love mischief. But I also don’t feel lonely with you. I mean it.”

“You’re also trying to seduce me,” they shoot back.

“I’m multitasking?”

His lover hops off him. “Uta, I’m confused.”

“Okay, okay, okay.” He sits up again. “Let’s talk. For real, this time.”

Yomo x Uta s/o pregnancy headcannons

Uta

– Totally makes his baby a mask before it’s born.

– Was probably told his lover was pregnant during an argument about his involvement with the clowns.

– Has 1001 baby names picked out.

– loves showing off his heavily pregnant lover to the rest of the Clowns.

– very good about massaging his lover’s feet and taking care of them in general.

– could spend entire evenings just listening to the baby’s heartbeat, or feeling it move.

– is probably fond of having awkward pregnancy sex.

– sobs when he finally holds his baby in his arms.

Yomo

– is very scared that something bad will happen to them the way it did to Hikari.

– if they aren’t married, will marry them right away.

– probably wishes he could take his lover’s place in labor.

– he will be super protective of them. He will also find a ghoul doctor, somewhere, anywhere in Tokyo for checkups.

– is embarrasses at Uta and Itori’s teasing about him being a baby daddy.

– his face subconsciously lights up every time he sees his pregnant lover.

– he has chills when he finally holds his baby in his arms.

Help me out here. I have this headcannon that Itori was pregnant when she was younger but gave up the baby. Could I have a scenario?

I wouldn’t be surprised if something like this happened, given how much she knows about human/ghoul pregnancies. Love it.

“You’re really pregnant?” Uta stares at her.

“Yes!” Itori yells, trying not to cry.

“You can cry,” he says.

“I’m not weak. I just – I won’t – it’ll be fine.” Itori backs away as the door to HySy slams shut. She whirls around. “Ren!”

“Itori?” He gapes at her.

Itori snarls at him. “This is why I never told you! You’re going to judge me, aren’t you?!”

“No,” Yomo says simply. Hikari … Itori will not wind up like Hikari. “We’ll help you.”

He hesitates, then hugs her.

Itori squeezes him back in one of her characteristic too-tight hugs.

“Is the father around?” Uta asks.

“Probably not.” Itori shrugs.

“Do you want it?” Yomo asks bluntly.

“I don’t know.” Itori looks serious. “But I don’t want an abortion, if that makes sense.”

“Of course it does.” Uta offers her an eye. “I wonder what body parts you’ll crave.”

“Shut up, you.” Itori whacks him playfully.

“No blood wine.” Uta winks.

“Don’t keep it around me.” Itori can’t help but smile at her friends.

Eight months later, Itori crawls into HySy, doubled over and moaning.

“Are you in labor? Here?” Uta exclaims.

“What does it look like?” Itori snaps. “I want an epidural.”

“That requires a hospital which requires you being arrested, so no.” Uta sighs. “I’ll call Ren.”

Yomo barrels in less than five minutes later.

“Did you hit anyone on your way over?” Uta asks. “Help me get her into the back.”

Yomo is armed with baby pamphlets. “I called Dr. Fueguchi. He’ll be here soon.”

Itori cringes. “Here comes another one!”

“How much longer?” she groans after Dr. Fueguchi arrives. She’s lying on the bed Uta prepared, biting down on a stick.

At least she thinks so. She really can’t remember anything but pain.

“First labor can take days.”

“What?” Itori shrieks. “Renji – no – cut it out.”

“Itori, you’ll be fine.” Uta strokes her hair.

“No – I won’t.” Itori begins to cry. She can’t even get proper pain medication because ghouls are so cursed. How can she raise a child?

She can’t.

It’s well past midnight when Dr. Fueguchi tells her to push. She hears a high-pitched scream and sees Yomo catch something in his arms.

“Is that her?” Itori is certain she had a girl.

“Yes.” Yomo smiles. There are tears down his cheeks, and even Uta has choked up.

“Can I hold her?” Itori whimpers.

Yomo wraps the baby in a towel and hands it to Itori. She smiles down at her girl, the girl she asked Yomo to bring to Yoshimura for adoption. But for a few hours, she will have this baby, and she’ll name her Hikari for Renji’s sister.

Uta celebrating with his lover after a successful Clowns raid?

“Well, look who beat me home.” Uta closes the door to his apartment with a smile.

His lover rolls their eyes. “Glad to see you alive, too.”

“I never doubted you, that’s all.” Uta crosses to their nightstand and gently lays his mask over theirs.

They dig their fingers into his shoulder. “New piercing?”

“Indeed.” Uta rises and draws this amazing person closer to him. “You want one, too?”

“Yes,” they breathe. “But in my ear.”

“Yes, you’re so tame,” Uta teases.

“Don’t insult me!”

“For a clown, for a clown.” Uta holds up his hands as he dances to the cabinet where he keeps sterilized, special kagune needles and various earrings he’s stolen from the corpses he eats.

He knows his lover won’t like that, though, so he selects an earring he bought for them.

He comes back to them with a smile. “Which ear?”

“Left. Why go right when you have left?”

Uta chuckles. “This is why I love you.”

“I love you, too.” They smile back, but soon they have to look away as he sticks the needle in their cartilage. There’s something spiritual about how they allow him to drive a needle into their flesh.

He’s amused by how squeamish his lover is about their own body. He sticks a needle into his nipple and barely flinches. “Now we have matching earrings. I bought them.”

“So the fierce Uta is a sweetheart after all,” they intone. “Hopefully that piercing doesn’t get in he way of the rest of our night?”

Uta gasps. “Not at all, my dear. Not at all.”

More sin! Are the guys of Tokyo Ghoul a boob man, an ass man, or a leg man?

Kaneki Ken – boobs. They’re so squishy.

Nagachika Hideyoshi – like his BFF, he also prefers boobs.

Nishiki Nishio – ass, probably

Tsukiyama Shuu – ass. He does envy boobs, however.

Koma Enji – all about them legs

Yoshimura Kuzen – He’d probably be more innocent, like a “smile man.”

Yomo Renji – ass, but ashamed of it.

Uta – ass and totally proud of it.

Tatara – strong legs to kick the enemy.

Kirishima Ayato – boobs, but they also make him laugh so…

Noro – boobs kinda fascinate him

Yamori – he’ll beat your ass

Naki – shapely legs are delicious in many ways.

Mado Kureo – legs. They’re useful.

Amon Koutarou – boobs. They’re cute.

Takizawa Seidou – ass. It’s sexy, unlike how he views himself.

Urie Kuki – strong legs. make yourself useful.

Mutsuki Tooru – finely sculpted legs.

Shirazu Ginshi – boooobs

Higemaru Touma – quite an ass fan.

Aura Shinsanpei – boobs but like…he’s resigned himself to never seeing them in person.

Washuu Matsuri – Urie’s ass

Washuu Yoshitoki – rather fond of boobs himself

Arima Kishou – boobs both fluster and excite him

Ui Koori – boobs. How do girls move with them? Why are they so pretty?

Take Hirako – legs are beautiful.

Itou Kuramoto – asses are attractive. if you have it, might as well flaunt it.

Suzuya Juuzou – he likes how smooth legs are.

Hanbee Abara – boobs, but they also intimidate him

Mizurou Tamaki – ass

Miyuki Mikage – legs, legs tall enough to reach his height

Keijin Nakarai – ass and boobs. he chooses both.

Kuriowa Takeomi – asses fascinate him

Kuriowa Iwao – his wife’s boobs

Shinohara Yukinori – all about those long legs.

Mougan Tanakamaru – he appreciates a finely sculpted ass. His own, specifically.

Furuta Nimura – Boobs. Rize’s boobs. His own lack of boobs. Boobs.

R U a RenUta shipper or a UtaTori shipper?

WHAT IF I AM RENTORI?

Hehe, just kidding. I will absolutely write for both, and invite fans of either or both ships (or Utarentori), to send in asks. They’re all awesome and funny and cuuuuuuuute.

But if you really want to know: on a personal level, RenUta has an alluring star-crossed lovers dynamic (”I can neither live with you nor without you,” swoon) and Yomo and Uta’s personalities seem to balance each other, whereas Itori and Uta’s mirror each other. These makes me personally more interested in RenUta. 🙂

If it’s not to uncomfortable to do, headcannons about the males of Anteiku and Aoigiri (plus Uta) Manhood headcannons? Please, thanks!

Kaneki Ken – average and probably not something he maintains or thinks about, except for rare occasions.

Nishiki Nishio – smaller than he’d ever admit. (But it’s enough for Kimi, so, like, it’s fine).

Koma Enji – he loves to boast about how big it is. It’s probably normal sized, though, and Irimi probably knows this. 😉

Tsukiyama Shuu – perfectly perfumed, his pride and joy.

Yoshimura Kuzen – unsure how he had Eto, because he never had sex. Nope. My word is final. The end.

Yomo Renji – he’s probably, er, much larger than average. Sometimes Uta likes to make him uncomfortable by telling him he should use that fact more.

Uta – he’d 100% tattoo an eye or something on the end just to troll his partner.

Tatara – He meticulously grooms himself.

Kirishima Ayato – once he tried to shave that area… let’s just say he was in an even angrier mood for the next week.

Noro – probably long and more lively than the rest of him. 😉

Naki – He tries to convince everyone to compare their manhoods, and then tells them they’ll never be as perfect as Big Bro.

O.O I think Asa is gay and I just started obsessing over her so can you drop some facts about her and some hcs (as well as the type of girls she likes)?

– Asa loves the weird girls. The sullen goths, the bookworm introverts, the gender nonconforming, the girl too excited about life to fit in with her peers.

– if the person dyes their hair or has piercings, that’s another plus.

– Asa’s earliest memories are parents teaching her painting.

– When her parents were executed by CCG, she was 8. A neighboring ghoul rescued her but thought it would be too dangerous to adopt her.

– Asa then set out on her own to find Uta, her parents’ former leader, the famous artist.

– Uta was horrified that a child viewed him as a role model, but also pleased.

– Asa came out to Uta first. He was very accepting, and made sure she felt supported and encouraged in her life.

– Uta also got Itori to give Asa “the talk.” It was hilarious for Itori and an odd mix of horrifying/fascinating for Asa.