I need more angst in my life, so, PLEASE SHATTER MY HEART. Shinohara dying/having to be let go, and Juuzou’s reaction to it~? -prettyreaperxiii

Suzuya tiptoes into the hospital room. Fresh flowers from Touka sit on the bed, and from others, too, apparently. A dozen bouquets decorate the room of the only father he’s ever really known.

Mrs. Shinohara extends her hand to him. The rest of their kids sit there, too – older now, but still kids.

Suzuya feels Hanbee and his squad’s presence behind him, and tears prick his eyes. “Is he…”

“He’s still here,” Mrs. Shinohara says quickly. “For now. With the infection…they’ll be removing life support very soon. I’ve signed the forms.”

Her voice breaks at the end, because she’s been losing her husband and hope for the last few years, and she wants just one more moment with him awake, and now she won’t get it.

Suzuya steps closer to the bed, watching Shinohara’s chest rise and fall. Tears run down his cheeks, but he feels otherwise numb as nurses enter the room.

Suzuya leans over suddenly, desperate to plant one last kiss on Mr. Shinohara’s cheek while he’s still alive.

Mrs. Shinohara holds her husband’s hand, and his kids gather around. Some are stoic; some weeping.

Suzuya wants to close his eyes, but he can’t. It feels like a betrayal of Shinohara. A lump emerges in his throat, threatening to strangle him, to take him with Mr. Shinohara.

But Suzuya keeps his eyes open as Mr. Shinohara slips into what lies beyond. He hopes it’s heaven.

Maybe Juuzou surprising Hanbee on their wedding day by wearing a dress? Bonus points if the dress were originally Mrs. Shinohara’s~ (She and Shinohara are Juuzou’s adoptive parents and no-one can tell me otherwise.)

Like in the omake? 😀

Hanbee nibbles his lip and waits at the front of the church. It’s finally happening…today is the day.

Beside him, Keijin, Mizurou,and Mikage wait with baited breath. Kaneki Ken stands ready to officiate.

And then the music swells, and the doors open. On Mrs. Shinohara’s arm, Suzuya begins gliding down the aisle.

In a snow white wedding dress.

Hanbee sputters. His face turns red, and his heart hammers.

“It’s her old dress,” Keijin whispers, and that’s it. Hanbee begins to ugly cry.

Suzuya smiles as Mrs. Shinohara drops him off next to Hanbee. He reaches up to wipe away Hanbee’s tears as Kaneki clears his throat to begin.

Mizuki and uncle Juuzou bring home a stray kitten!

Based on @koyuki-tan‘s “Peace Sign.”

– This is not the first time they have brought home a stray pet. The first time, however, it was a rat Mizuki found cute and Juuzou took pity on.

– Mizurou was okay with the rat, but Michiko nearly cried.

– She now hopes the kitten eats the rat, but her hopes are dashed, because the rat cuddles with the kitten immediately.

– And then she realizes it is so cute, she’s okay with the rat.

– Juuzou lets Mizuki name the cat “Hanbee,” to the delight of his entire squad.

– Mizurou makes a remark comparing rats and cats bonding to humans and ghouls, and Michiko kisses him for it.

– Mizuki is now two animals into her plan for a zoo. Juuzou promises more soon.

((Just saw Love, Simon, and had to o this ask)) Can you do a little thing where Rin comes out to her brothers (Kaneki, Juuzou and Hide (he’s her honorary brother)) that she likes girls?

Is it as good as it looks???

“Kaneki?” Rin bites her lip. She’s uncharacteristically quiet today, and she seems a bit shaky.

“What is it?” he asks with concern.

Hide gives Rin a knowing smile, and it frightens her, because Hide surely doesn’t know.

“I, uh…I am gay.” She blurts it out. Just rip it off like a Band-Aid.

“I know,” Hide says then, to her surprise.

“I think that’s great. I’m bi.” Juuzou slides closer to offer her a lollipop.

“Really?” She goggles at Juuzou.

“Yep.” He shrugs. “It’s great to have another queer person in this family.”

They turn to Kaneki. Hide pokes him.

“Rin, were you scared to tell me?” he asks with concern.

Rin nods, a lump in her throat.

“I love you. I look forward to meeting your girlfriends,” Kaneki says, wiping his eyes. “I’m so proud of you, and you too, Juuzou. I support you no matter who you love.”

Rin throws her arms around Kaneki, and Juuzou quickly follows suit.

“Come here, Hide,” Rin calls, and he joins the group hug.

Cute SuzuHan headcanons~? Or maybe some Houji/Tatara ones (because I have it from a very credible source that you enjoy that ship, too)~?

Who told you about my Houji/Tatara adoration?

YOU CAN’T TELL ME THEY DON’T BEHAVE LIKE EX-LOVERS.

Suzuhan

– Suzuya loves piggyback rides from Hanbee.

– At one point, the normally quiescent Hanbee probably punches someone who insults Suzuya. It’s stunning to the entire squad.

– Hanbee lets Suzuya stitch a heart over his chest.

Houji/Tatara

– Tatara signals their relationship is serious by removing his mask. Houji responds by taking him in his arms and kissing him.

– Tatara once had to come pick up Houji from a bar after he got drunk. This was after their falling out. Houji called him, and Tatara just couldn’t kill him in that state, so he took him home and tucked in him.

– A look through Houji’s cell phone confirmed Houji didn’t have his number. Tatara then realized that Houji must still have memorized it. He left with a surprising amount of emotions.

– Their first date was ice skating. Tatara was graceful, Houji a mess, and they kissed as they crumpled to a heap on the rink floor.

Tsukiyama, Yomo, Juuzou, Ayato, and maybe Saiko or Hinami reacting to their ghoul s/o being suicidal or a self harmer (I don’t mean any disrespect in the least, I was just asking for some angsty type stuff to help me with ideas for writing)?

I understand, and I’m not against writing potentially controversial topics (because they are usually real things faced by real people) so long as we’re not glorifying it. ❤

That being said: trigger warning for self-harm and suicide.

If you’re in a crisis and in the US, please call 1-800-273-8255, or if you like texts, 741741. They’re pretty great and no, you won’t get in trouble. (Also feel free to message me, because I love you already and like you alive, though I am not a professional like the previous resources).

Tsukiyama

– When you first tell him, he can’t comprehend this. Even at his most depressed, he’s never wanted to hurt himself.

– Though he can’t grasp it, he’ll hold you as long as you feel in danger. He’ll cry with you, rock you to sleep, and promise you his love.

– He’ll later invest in a high-quality therapist, should you be open to it.

Yomo

– You’re ashamed to tell Yomo about your self-harm. He discovers when he smells blood and finally asks you about it.

– If you try to dismiss his concerns, he’d probably call you on your lies and impress how concerned he is.

– Internally cries at the idea of you hurting yourself, but outwardly listens to everything you say. Asks questions only on occasion.

– Tells you he’ll work with you, encourage you, hold you accountable. Because he loves you. And he might want you to see someone, too, though he’ll let it be your decision.

Juuzou

-He understands you better than most, because he too kinda liked the release he felt from stitching himself.

– That being said, he loves you, and he knows just hurting yourself is a bad idea. Mr. Shinohara would try to guide you away gently, and he’ll mimic him.

– It may not be a permanent solution, but Suzuya suggests that you tell him the next time you feel this way. He’ll stitch your skin, using a less-dangerous method to at least yield something pretty for your pain.

Ayato

– What the fuck? He might swear at the absurdity of your suggestion that the world is better off without you.

– He paces back and forth, scaring you further, but as soon as he realizes that he’s not helping, he grabs you in an embrace.

– “I fucking love you, and I would never recover if you left. We’ll get through this, okay? I’m not fucking going anywhere,” he growls in your ear.

Saiko

– She’s suspected this for a while, but hasn’t known what to do.

– She is not exactly surprised – she knew kids in the academy, and even family members, who had mental health issues.

– Suggests you find a new hobby to relax you instead of hurting yourself. Drawing? Watching anime with her? Just text her that you’re not feeling good and she will be there for you.

– She’s rooting for you all the way.

– Also writes/draws an entire manga of you metaphorically beating your mental-health demons.

Hinami

– she’s appalled, but Hinami is probably the kindest, gentlest person you could ask to discover your secret.

– She tells you about the despair she felt when her parents died, and that she’s struggled with the desire to stop the pain, too.

– She holds your hands the entire time until you’re stable, checks in on you daily, and is never judgmental. Her bright smile is contagious, and you consider that it might be worth living just to see her smile again.

juuzou ,hanbee, nakari and mikage and their adventures in babysitting mizuki

Based on @koyuki-tan‘s “Peace Sign.”

– Juuzou is the fun uncle. He constantly supplies candy and thrills for his niece.

– Hanbee is the cautious adult. The day he found Juuzou and Mizuki climbing twenty feet up a tree, he cried. From fear.

– Nakarai has given Mizuki a profound interest in birds, and he’s quite proud of himself for this.

– Mikage loves to help Mizuki stay up past her bedtime to go stargazing.

– They are all fond of playing tea party with her.

– Mizuki often begs Juuzou to put makeup on her and style her hair, because he’s quite skilled at it.

– Hanbee is good for very, very tall piggyback rides.

– Nakarai likes playing dolls with Mizuki, but he pretends he doesn’t.

– Mikage has gotten Mizuki addicted to Star Wars from infancy.

Some juuzou angst? His S/O telling him she’s always wanted to experience pregnancy/ she wants a baby after he bugged her enough to tell him what’s wrong and his reaction to this since he can’t have kids but he wants to do this for her

WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME.

JK I LOVE ANGST AND HEARTBREAK.

“Hey, [name], I know something’s wrong.” Suzuya Juuzou settles next to you. You sit on the curb, watching the giraffes in the zoo. One of your favorite places to visit as a couple, but today you went alone.

You look up and try to smile. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

Suzuya pales. He can barely squeeze out the words. “You want to break up?”

“No!” You grasp his hands. Tears begin to leak out your eyes. “I just…being here…I’ve realized lately I want to have kids. Not just that, but grow a baby from my own body. Experience birth. And…and I know that’s impossible.”

Suzuya’s mouth falls open. “Oh.”

“It’s not your fault,” you assure him. “I love you, and I’ll never leave you. I’m just…grieving, I suppose. For you, for me.”

“I’m sorry.” Suzuya looks at the ground. His eyes water. He only cries when he’s really emotional. “I’m so sorry.”

“No, please,” you beg. “This is why I didn’t want to tell you – it’s not your fault. It isn’t. I don’t resent you. I cherish you.”

“We can…adopt,” Suzuya says. Like Mr. Shinohara almost did for him. “But I know it’s not the same.”

He’ll understand if you want to break up. He isn’t whole. And he would never hold you back.

“Juuzou,” you insist, forcing his eyes to face you, “I love you. I want to be with you. I want to marry you. I’m just sad for something that hurt you and me, although to a much lesser extent. And because I know you’re thinking it, I’ve never, ever thought of you as lesser or broken.”

He grabs you and pulls you close to sob into your shoulder. “I’m so sad.”

“So am I. It’s okay. We’ll be okay.” You cry with him.

When you leave the zoo, your hands are entwined.

mizuki (michizurou child) first words are ‘beef’ and while mizurou and the rest of the suzuya squad find it funny while michiko is horrified

This is beautiful. Based on @koyuki-tan‘s “Peace Sign.”

Mizuki giggles. Her eyes brighten as Mizurou spins into the kitchen, where Michiko is cooking dinner.

“Is that beef I smell?”

“Beef,” giggles Mizuki.

Mizurou nearly drops her. Michiko screeches.

“She talked!” Mizurou pulls Michiko closer and dances with his family.

“Huh? What happened?” Suzuya and the rest of his squad appear.

“Mizuki said her first word, and what a word it was,” Mizurou says proudly.

“Ooh, what was it?” Hanbee grins.

“Beef.”

Keijin doubles over laughing, Suzuya shrieks, and Miyuki shakes his head in amusement. “Only your child, Mizurou.”

Michiko groans. “I can’t believe we’ve brainwashed our child already. It couldn’t be ‘mommy’ or ‘daddy’ or anything normal, could it?”

“Nope, and you know you love that,” Mizurou says.

“I do,” Michiko concedes, pecking her husband on his cheek as Suzuya vows to make sure Mizuki’s second word is candy.

Two words: Juuzou’s. Stitches. ♡

– around Christmas he likes to use red and green stitches. He has also stitched rainbows onto himself in solidarity with Pride.

– Juuzou’s stitches are very attractive to certain people. This includes Hanbee.

– One time, Juuzou tried to stitch Hanbee, who insisted on it. Unfortunately, Hanbee fainted once the needle approached his wrist, and that was promptly canceled. If you ask Mizurou nicely, he will show you the video he took.

– if you ever become Juuzou’s SO, he would love to do stitching on you, too. But only if you want.

– He may stitch your name on himself. This is how CCG finds out you are dating.

– Juuzou loves to stitch clothing, too. If you or anyone you know needs a button sewn back on, or a hem fixed, he’s happy to help you. His required payment is donuts.

– Juuzou has stitched a heart over his heart. It’s the one stitching he doesn’t usually remove.