fururize with angst and comfort

content warning for Washuu family abuse, because The Washuus.

Setting: AU where Fruit-chan still helped Rize escape, but the steel beams were an attempt to stop V from finding her, and he missed and hit Rize instead. Rize recovered with Yomo after he freed her from Kanou, and Furuta re-met her through Mr. MM. They struck up a romance, but she does not know he’s responsible for that accident. 

And now Tsuneyoshi caught Fruit, just prior to Rushima Island. 

Tsuneyoshi grabs Furuta by his arm, twisting and twisting until Furuta feels as though his bones are about to snap. “I see. You’ve been helping yourself to my breeders.”

He smacks Furuta in his head as his son grinds his teeth to keep from crying out in pain. “You’re a half-breed. You defile them.”

“No,” Furuta whines. 

“No?” Tsuneyoshi mocks, shoving Furuta against the wall and kneeing him between his thighs. “No? You’ve betrayed me.” 

Furuta’s eyes harden, but he forces himself to chuckle. “You don’t know the half of it.” 

“I could not bear the thought that she was raised to be raped by disgusting old men,” he seethes. “From the moment I found out she was raised for rape and me to die, I swore I would end it all. And I will, Father.”

“Is that a confession?” Tsuneyoshi asks.

“It’s enough for me.” A crimson rinkaku pierces Tsuneyoshi’s midsection. 

Rize stands behind him, eyes blazing. “I’m not your object, Father. I chose Souta, no matter his species or relation.”

“How cute,” Tsuneyoshi gasps, spitting up blood and struggling in vain against his impalement. “Did he tell you how he dropped the beams on you?”

“It was an accident!” cries Furuta.

Rize merely laughs. “You’re a dumbass, old man. You think I’d fall for that? I know, because I’m smart. I’m capable. And I’m not your object.” 

Furuta gapes at her. She smiles slyly and readies another kagune tentacle. 

“Allow me.” Furuta struggles to his feet.

“No,” says a calm voice behind Rize.

To Furuta’s amazement, Arima Kishou sends his father’s head flying. Behind him stand Eto Yoshimura, Hirako Take, Kaneki Ken, and … Fueguchi? The Raven? Two Rabbits?

“We broke out of Cochlea,” explains Kaneki.

“We know a bit about forbidden love, too,” Eto adds, grabbing Arima’s hand.

“Oh god no,” Furuta says, as appalled as everyone else in the room.

“Souta.” Rize rushes over to him. “I know, okay? I know you dropped the beams.”

“Now I do, too,” adds Kaneki dryly. 

“There’s a part of me,” Furuta whispers, grasping at Rize’s hair like she’ll disappear, “that thinks I hit you on purpose. Because I was jealous you’d forgotten me.” 

Rize shakes her head. “I never forgot you. Never. I just stayed away to keep you safe, see if you couldn’t get back in that old fart’s good graces. How could I forget you? I love you. And I know you better than that.” 

“Me?” Furuta realizes there are tears on his cheeks. “Rize.” 

Rize’s breath tickles his ear. “If you marry me, you can take my last name.”

“Now kiss,” Eto orders.

“Not if you want it, hag!” Furuta shouts.

“That hag is your sister in law!” Eto yells back, kissing Arima.

Furuta’s scream is silenced by Rize’s soft lips on his. 

Is there a reason Furuta wanted so badly to impregnate Rize and make sure nobody else did? I’m not sure if it was explained in the manga, and if so, maybe i skipped it.

Yes and no? 

To the first part of your ask: Yes, the manga explains why Furuta wants it. When he’s dying, Furuta confesses that the one thing he really, truly yearned for in life was a family; namely, Rize and their children. Since pregnancy is required for biological children, I’m guessing that’s why he wanted to impregnate her.

But for the second part of your ask…why does he specifically mention his fear that she would become pregnant? 

The manga doesn’t explicitly cover this. But IMO, there are three prominent possibilities:

1. I mean, Furuta’s jealousy is canon. His entire dream was to have happy kids with Rize as his wife, so I’m sure he hated the idea of her sleeping with anyone who wasn’t him, and especially having their baby. 

2. He’s also a Washuu, raised in a literal rape garden. I’m guessing he has some pretty misogynistic ideas stemming from that upbringing. So the idea of Rize being ‘ruined’ if she had sex/got pregnant might also have upset him.

3. There’s also a third (slightly more noble?) theory, which is that if Rize had had a child, she would have been a ‘breeder’ anyhow, even if not in captivity. And a child in tow would probably render her easier to capture.

Furuta expresses frustration that Rize didn’t appreciate his sacrifice in freeing her – he probably means his romantic feelings, but he could also mean the ways her reckless behavior nearly resulted in her capture, over and over. Perhaps he felt like Rize was wasting his sacrifice (since his relationship with his father is strongly implied to have deteriorated around that time). 

Personally, I think it’s a combination of all three, but primarily the first two. :/ Feel free to tell me what *you* think. 

What kinda frustrates me is how Furuta had Rize in the end, but instead of living the life that he wanted with her, he basically made her a pawn in his plan. I mean, I sort of get why he did it, but part of me wishes that he actually chose that. Can you make him run away with Rize after freeing her himself?

I hate that his nihilism won out in the end, for both of their lives. 😦 

– Riddled with guilt over her miserable existence, Furuta asks Uta to seize Rize from Yomo for him. He then flees with Rize into the countryside and attempts to nurse her back to health.

– After years of captivity and starvation, she takes time to recover. He views his actions as penance. 

– When she finally remembers that he started this by, you know, dropping steel beams on her, she is (rightly) furious. She thinks of this as the worst betrayal, and tells him that just because he didn’t rape her like his father would have, doesn’t mean he’s a good person.

– Furuta knows she’s right, but also tells her that his jealousy was not his primary motivation. V was after her, and he thought death might be better than having V catch her again.

– Rize is appalled at his idea of ‘mercy’ and the choice that wasn’t his to make. She accuses him of making excuses, which…he isn’t exactly, because he’s telling the truth, but she’s not wrong when she tells him she hates him. 

– Furuta, ashamed and quite cognizant of the depth of his sins, asks what she wants him to do. She tells him to die, and leaves.

– Furuta stays away, because she clearly hates him, and he can’t say he doesn’t deserve it. But soon enough V catches onto her. 

– He sacrifices his pride to ask Kaneki for help, and nearly dies trying to save her, due to his advanced aging. 

– FYI, The revelation to CCG about the Washuus, instead of Dragon, is the situation that causes ghouls and humans to unite. 

– Furuta thinks he was saved by Kaneki’s kagune during the battle, but he’s wrong. It was Rize’s. He doesn’t learn that for a long time, though.

– In the aftermath, as Furuta works to establish peace with TSC, Rize (who works with Kimi on food development) approaches him and asks if they can talk. They rekindle their friendship first. 

– Eventually, Rize and Furuta acknowledge – with a push from Touka – that they might have a path forward. 

– Rize, never one to wait, promptly asks Furuta to elope.  

– At the end, Rize is pregnant with their first child at the same time Touka is pregnant with her second. 

Ahhhh can we get more of that Rize headcanon (she did deserve better),,, in your writing did hide and rize end up dating??? I love it ;;

She did!

– They began dating because, after her whole life, Rize didn’t know how to interact with guys without flirting and Hide just blurted out an invitation to lunch one day. 

– When she realized Hide was a genuinely good person, she confessed this to him. They had a long conversation, and Hide accepted her…

– She had to accept his difficulty communicating directly about his feelings to his friends and her. Hide would prefer just to DO all the things to show them he cares, but Rize would prefer to have him say that he cares. 

– She’s not tempted to eat him, because of his scars. Not because they’re gross, but because they starkly remind her of what eating people does to them.

– Much like Kaneki, Rize gets calls from TSC to help from time-to-time. They even cooperate with each other; it’s great.

– Every so often, Saiko and Hsaio invite Rize over for slumber parties. She is determined to be a bridesmaid in their wedding.

The Garden

Gotta participate in my own week here, eh?

“Rize, look!”

Four-year-old Souta picks up his rubber duck and squeezes it. Water shoots out into Rize’s mouth.

“You’re mean!” Rize stomps her foot as Souta doubles over, cackling. She grabbs his hair and pulls.

“Ow!” Souta gulps when several of their mommies looked towards them. “Act calm so they don’t bother us.” 

Rize nods. She looked wistfully at Souta’s favorite toy. “I want a real ducky…”

An idea occurrs to Souta. But for now, he squeezes more water into her face. “He’s not real enough for you?!”

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Two weeks later

Souta hates waiting for his mother. She’s always gone with his Father, whom he’s not allowed to call dad, and then when she returns she cries and he doesn’t know why. 

Especially since she brings him presents. He likes presents and doesn’t know why Mommy doesn’t.

“Souta?” calls her mellifluous voice at last. 

“Mom!” He leaps out of bed into her arms. 

Mom smiles down at him, though her eyes are red again. She places a box on the floor. “Hey, I got something for you. Bring Rize here.”

Souta squeals with excitement, then races off to find his best friend.

When both children re-enter the tent Mom and Souta share, Mom waves. “This will be our little secret.”

She opens it to reveal two soft, fluffy duckings.

Rize shrieks.

Shhhh. Secret,” Souta corrects her. 

“They can stay here for a little while, okay? Your father doesn’t mind.” Mom nods, and Souta squeezes her, and Rize hugs him, and the ducks make a quacking noise, and he thinks himself the happiest person alive. 

I wanted so badly for Rize to be given a chance at redemption, yet she didn’t. Can we have a scenario where Ayato (the great guy that he is) not only brought Kaneki, but Rize as well? She went through real lasting trauma and she desperately needs some love please

I concur. Rize needs better. 

“I can’t believe,” Ayato huffs, “I dragged not one but two assholes out of there, and I’m not the king.” 

“No one’s the king anymore,” Touka says sharply.

“You’re my king?” Hinami suggests, causing Ayato to blush uncontrollably.

A thing, pale-haired figure appears in the doorway to the hospital waiting room. 

“Rize!” Touka leaps to her feet.

Rize tries to smile, but it comes out shaky. She’s hungry, but why say anything? They’ll just put her in prison again. 

“I’m glad you’re better.” Hinami smiles at her, and Ayato nods.

She nods. Her eyes are haunted.

“Are you Rize Kamishiro?” The gurgle voice of Nagachika Hideyoshi breaks into the room.

Rize turns and nods.

“We met once a long time ago. Back when you dated Ken!” Hide laughs, but Rize blanches.

“We’ve met someone with less tact than me,” Ayato whispers.

“Oh.” Hide winces. “Guess I shouldn’t have said that. Uh, uh, well, I’m with CCG – and we want to ask you questions, if you’re able? The doctors said it would be okay.”

Rize’s eyes widen. This is it. Where they put her in prison again.

“You’re not in trouble,” Hide assures. “Not at all. You remember Hsaio? She and her friend Saiko – she’s one of the human-ghoul hybrid investigators – have been pretty adamant about advocating for your well-being.”

Hsaio…Hsaio was always one of the nice half-humans. She didn’t hold Rize’s ghoul nature against her. Rize hesitantly nods.

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One Year Later

“Don’t you love sugar? It’s the best.” Suzuya watches Rize delicately lick the ice cream cone he offered her. 

“It’s…tolerable,” she says, surprised. Maybe Kimi’s formula will work, after all.

“It will be the best. When the science is done.” Suzuya nods eagerly. As the head investigator assigned on her case, he and Rize have bonded over a love of food, gory movies, and father figures. 

“Oh hey, Hide.” Suzuya waves behind Rize.

She turns around and smiles slightly to see Hide unmasked. He’s trying not to hide himself anymore, like he promised her.

How am I the one who’s supposed to come out of hiding when you can’t even bear to show your own face? she’d screamed at him last weekend. 

And he’d cried. And told her she was right. 

“I got another signed copy from Sen Takatsuki,” Hide says with a conspiratorial tone. 

Rize squeaks and grabs the book from his hand.

“Marude’s going crazy trying to, er, interfere with efforts to locate her.” Hide snickers. 

“They won’t,” Rize says automatically. 

“Nah.” Suzuya shakes his head. 

“Wanna go home?” Hide asks, brushings fingertips against hers. His touch is so light it could be a breeze.

Home. Where people love her. And she likes them. Where she isn’t imprisoned, but set free. 

Rize smirks at him. “I’d like that.” 

Everyone’s reactions to watching ‘The Handmaid’s Tale’. I am watching season 2 and I am feeling like i’m watching ‘Sunlit Garden: the series’

Furuta Nimura – secretly writes a ‘better’ version, in which Serena Joy finally leaves and murders the Commander. 

Rize Kamishiro – loves all the theories and analysis. Refuses to say why she loves it so much. Probably runs a blog on it. 

Arima Kishou – could not get past the first episode due to guilt.

Arima Yusa – Was not allowed to watch. Snuck it and has spent the next three days pondering.

Ihei Hairu – tries desperately to convince herself it isn’t like the garden at all. 

Ihei Shio – Snuck it, cried straight through. 

Souza Rikai – Became even more determined to fight after sneaking the episodes. 

Hsaio Ching-Li – Hopes all the women rise up and revolt. Just like she wanted the Handmaids to unite and defend Janine, she will unite to defend her Sunlit Garden sisters and brothers. 

Washuu Yoshitoki – Riddled with agony as he watches, feels conflicted. He secretly hopes Marude watches it so they can discuss. 

Washuu Matsuri – relates far too much to Ofglen’s predicament. 

Washuu Iyo – Ofglen is also her favorite. She and Matsuri write fanfiction of her. 

Washuu Tsuneyoshi – dismisses it as feminist propaganda. 

(Hi! How are you?) Can you do some Banjou/Rize headcanons? I swear, the possibilities for this rare pairing are endless.

– Rize tentatively tells Banjou about her past, and he is horrified and cries for her. This surprises, and comforts her, and their relationship begins.

– She initiates their first kiss. 

– Banjou is very emphatic that they won’t have sex unless she really wants to.

– He buys her little gifts of food; she buys him pet insects, because they fascinate him. 

– Rize DEFINITELY insists on watching horror movies, because they end with her laughing while he cries on her shoulder and she likes feeling brave. 

– If Rize and Banjou ever had kids, Banjou would be Rize’s slave for nine months and then the baby’s slave.

Hey’a! Gosh I love your blog <33 Is it okay if I request some Fururize family scenarios with their daughter Yuuko and son Ryuu?

You’re killing me, but it’s cool because I want to be killed by Fruit Fluff. 

– Furuta is very protective of his kids, especially Yuuko. Rize chides him for this instinct of his.

– Yuuko, however, is as rambunctious and mischievous as her dad. The amount of times Fruit has woken up to his face colored with makeup is too many to count.

– Rize, the traitor, sits and watches Yuuko draw art on Daddy. She even assists.

– Ryuu is a soft kid, the ‘Kaneki’ type, as both Rize and Furuta have noted. 

– Ryuu is very much a Mommy’s boy, and practically worships Rize. Furuta encourages this. 

– As a result, Ryuu was quite fearful when his kagune manifested, and Fururize didn’t exactly know how to handle him. Fortunately, Uncle Kaneki swooped in and gave them advice.

– Every night, Furuta kisses his kids atop their foreheads, and reflects how lucky he is to have Rize, Ryuu, and Yuuko.

– Every night, Rize nibbles Furuta’s shoulder as a way to say how much she loves him.

Fururize birthday celebration with their kids. break my heart.

Oh, you’ve hit me in the feels after this chapter.

– “Daddy!” Their small daughter, with her hair just like Auntie Hairu’s, probably awakens Fruit and Rize at 4 am.

– This prompts Fururize bickering over which parent she gets her rambunctiousness from.

– Furuta baked the cake. Rize did not trust herself to not eat the Rc-cake as quickly as she made it.

– The child, as overly emotional as her parents, shrieks with happiness when she sees her present (a toy sword). This prompts tears in Furuta’s eyes because their daughter has the childhood he wanted, and he’s touched that he’s able to provide it.

– Rize watches Furuta and their daughter mock-fight for a while before using her kagune to defeat them both. This prompts a tickle war, which is only interrupted with their infant boy awakening.

– Rize feeds him to calm him down, and Furuta probably can’t resist a quip about how their son gets his hunger from Rize.

– As they bicker again, their daughter, as mischievous as Fruit and hungry as Rize, enters the kitchen and eats 100% of her cake.

– They spend the afternoon caring for her stomachache and laughing.