*clutches heart*
TW for torture.
– Amon kept insisting that Seidou remain strong, resist, etc…and it was more for his own sake than Seidou’s.
– Someone needed to tell Amon that giving in wasn’t an option, so he constantly encouraged himself and Seidou. For him, it was helpful.
– Unfortunately, it backfired to fuel Seidou’s shame.
– The only time Amon cried was when Kanou took a chainsaw into Amon’s room. Though he was already rather unstable at this point, Seidou screamed the entire time for Kanou to hurt him instead.
– In their early days, Amon told Seidou his biggest regret was not kissing Akira when she tried to kiss him. Seidou told Amon that he had survive, then, to see her again. In fact, when Amon did escape, the only reason he left Seidou was that these words still rung in his head.
– In that same conversation, Seidou told Amon he had to escape to pat his dog again. It sounded silly at the time, but when Amon escaped, he found Rocky in a shelter and returned him to Seina in the hopes that someday, Seidou would have a chance to pat his dog again.
– Seidou used to dream that Amon, the great Amon Koutarou, would overpower Kanou and save them both. He felt guilty for wanting to be rescued, but oh, he did.