Aw thank you so much!
A few more:
– Hide rescued Amon because he knew Kanou would probably kill him eventually, whereas Seidou’s status as a “success” would keep him safe.
– After realizing what Kanou did to Seidou’s family, however, he cries rivers of tears.
– His shame at not saving Seidou first is why he never confronted him. That, and fear that Seidou would reject him because of his disfigurement.
– To which Seidou would probably remind Hide that he’s disfigured too and kiss him. One can hope.