He needs hugs to calm him down.
Well, Mutsuki has always imagined hugs would calm one down. They seemed to work on Urie at the auction, too.
But he’s never been hugged.
And he’s too gross to deserve one.
He imagines Sasaki’s arms around him, telling him he’s safe. Being warm in Sasaki’s arms.
He’s had nothing else go right in his life. He just needs this one thing – Sasaki – and then he can die as he deserves.
Because even the worst of people deserve one good moment, right?
Mercy and Magic 