Suzuhan is never late. First time: Suzuhan, here we go.
“Abara.” Suzuya leans over his boyfriend. “Do you want to make love to me?”
Hanbee drops his mug of coffee. “What?”
“We’re been together for a while and I really like kissing you and I want to do more.” Suzuya clasps Hanbee’s hands in his.
“I do, but – Juuzou, are you sure?” Hanbee is sweating already.
“Yes!” he sings, leading Hanbee into his bedroom.
Hanbee giggles at the stuffed animals covering Suzuya’s bed. “All these witnesses?”
Suzuya grins. “We can put them on the floor.”
“I think we’d have to. How do you even sleep in this bed?”
Suzuya shrugs. “I just…do?” He leaps onto the bed and stands. “Now I’m taller!”
Hanbee laughs as Suzuya peels off his shirt.
“Wait,” Suzuya says when they’re nearly naked. “I just…Abara…you know what happened to me, right?”
He looks so sad. This is what Hanbee feared. He strokes Juuzou’s face. “I know. It doesn’t matter to me. I think you’re beautiful the way you are.”
Suzuya tackles him. “I love you!”
“I love you, too.” Hanbee removes his own pants and feels a rush of shyness. But Suzuya just smiles at him. They’re both red-faced and laughing as they attach each other’s condoms.
Suzuya wonders what he was so worried about as their bodies grind together. He feels happy and free and loved. Hanbee doesn’t think he’s disgusting. Hanbee loves him.
Hanbee cries out, and Suzuya showers his face in kisses. “That was fun.”
“Everything is fun with you.” Hanbee gazes up at him in wonder.