“Mutsuki!” Kaneki screams at the sight of his charred friend, his child.
“Don’t touch him.” Aura can’t move – his spine is still regenerating. No – Tooru – I will protect you.
Kaneki ignores him to drag Mutsuki’s limp body off the pipes. He uses his own kagune to feed Mutsuki his own flesh.
What the fuck?
Mutsuki moans. He remains unconscious but his color begins, ever so slowly, to return.
Kaneki walks over to Aura.
You ain’t feeding me blood, bitch. Aura gapes up at him. He’s helpless. “Why?”
“I’m sorry about your aunt. Aura Kiyoko is a badass.” Kaneki sighs. “Yes, I hit her after she killed two Squad Zero children. I could have killed her, but I chose not to. I don’t like killing, you see.”
“You might as well have,” Aura rasps. Aunt Kiyoko? Kill children? Liar.
“She’s alive. She’s still your aunt. You can still speak to her.” Kaneki’s eyes moisten. “I can’t do that to my mother, or to Arima, or anyone I’ve lost.”
“You killed Arima.”
“I didn’t.” Kaneki is tired of the lies.
“Kill me. Fight me.” Aura struggles to stand, but his limbs are useless. Kaneki isn’t lying, and he wants him to. Give me a reason to hate you.
“I don’t want to. I want to help you. Humans and ghouls and…in-betweens.” Kaneki shakes his head.
Let it go, said Aunt Kiyoko.
He didn’t understand before.
She killed children. Human children. Kaneki cared for them.
Aura remembers his response to Tooru’s electrocution. That’s why he’s paralyzed, even if momentarily, right?
He begins to sob. Somewhere deep in his heart, he can feel his anger ebbing, and it leaves him with an emptiness he doesn’t know how to fill.
But if he follows Kaneki, maybe he will.